..my 1st working experience..

-not bad at all..although it's hard but i'm trying my best..

-customer relations coordinator for MARRYBROWN at lcct..i'm not sure the real job scope for this position,so far the job is not so so challenging but it teach me a lot in handling the customer, develop my confidence and help me in improving my english..

-there some problems that i faced at the outlet..maybe bcoz i'm not yet familiar with their working style..or maybe bcoz i'm thinking too much..or maybe bcoz i'm not like that..huhu..but it's ok...nothing serious..

-staff for the beginning is a little bit 'poyo' but then after a few days they are ok...boleh la...

- supervisor also ok..1st time seeing them, my 1st impression is 'they don't have the leadership charisma'..few days later,ade la nmpk sikit2..maybe bcoz i'm don't know what they really do in the outlet..hahaha..they seems to be free all the time...;p

-the outlet is some how need an improvement..flies need to die..aircond should be upgraded..

-overall..MARRYBROWN LCCT, provide best meal ever..the taste is not same compare to the other franchisee..the service is good with high volume customers..

..happy working...if u guys land at lcct or flying from lcct, lets meet at MARRYBROWN ya ;) ...or if u guys live near by, lets try our new menu beginning at 15th August 2011..MARRYBROWN LCCT best..

me and thalasemia..

1. 'Thalassemia is a blood disorder passed down through families (inherited) in which the body makes an abnormal form of hemoglobin, the protein in red blood cells that carries oxygen. The disorder results in excessive destruction of red blood cells, which leads to anemia...'

-that's why i always have this low degree fever..and my body always felt uneasy-

2. 'Symptoms..The most severe form of alpha thalassemia major causes stillbirth (death of the unborn baby during birth or the late stages of pregnancy).Children born with thalessemia major (Cooley's anemia) are normal at birth, but develop severe anemia during the first year of life.Persons with the minor form of alpha and beta thalassemia have small red blood cells (which are identified by looking at their red blood cells under a microscope), but no symptoms.'

-i'm the minor 1..perhaps..-

3. 'Signs and tests...A physical exam may reveal a swollen (enlarged) spleen.A blood sample will be taken and sent to a laboratory for examination.

• Red blood cells will appear small and abnormally shaped when looked at under a microscope.

• A complete blood count (CBC) reveals anemia.

• A test called hemoglobin electrophosis shows the presence of an abnormal form of hemoglobin.

A test called mutational analysis can help detect alpha thalassemia that cannot be seen with hemoglobin electrophosis.'

- that's what happen at the 1st surgery i've had before,doctr found that my spleen is swollen..abnormal size..then they send me to do this ultra sound check, then 3 to 5 times blood test have been made..it's hurt..-

4. Treatment for thalassemia major often involves regular blood transfusions and folate supplements.If you receive blood transfusions, you should not take iron supplements. Doing so can cause a high amount of iron to build up in the body, which can be harmful.Persons who receive significant numbers of blood transfusions need a treatment called chelation therapy to remove excess iron from the body.Bone marrow transplant may help treat the disease in some patients, especially children.

-not yet receive the treatment..hopefully i don't need too...-

5. Call for an appointment with your health care provider if you or your child has symptoms of thalassemia or you are being treated for the disorder and new symptoms develop.

-is my advise..better chance to be treated..-

6. Genetic counseling and prenatal screening may be available to those with a family history of this condition who are planning to have children.

-i also have to do this in future..because me with the thalassemia trait should not get married with person who is also having the same trait as me..if we ignore this,the effect is to our next generation..-


that's all for now..hope the information is helping u guys in knowing this diseases..take care and remain healty...

...it is hard being me...

life isn't easy...thought that this is d rite path but it's not.
i'm getting comfortable with the talasemia things...
but now getting nervous with d chest x-ray result.....
bout work..hm.. i'm being stronger with it..
relationship...never think bout it..hope it will not come without i realize it..
friendship..i'm so sorry guys...call me ya..
future..i'm not seeing the colour yet..

im back..

It's time to start all over again..huhu...so long no see this blog.Busy..but now I'm back...1st I want 2 share what I've been listening the whole day 2day...it's a korean song..sweet song ever..but 4me this song is in the 2nd place...;p;p the 1st one I'll share with u allz later...enjoy..




--Nagging--by IU n SEULONG
green = girl red = boy purple = together



Stop being out so late
Try not to drink so often
You juz dont listen to me like a 10 year old child
I can only laugh Who are you calling a child?
Really, I can only laugh...

You don't know how it feels for me to say these things
You don't know that I only want to say nice things to you
Should I stop? Let's stop

From one to ten, they're all words for you
But since you don't listen to me, it's only nagging to you
Let's stop, let's stop there's not even enough time to just love

A story told by the heart, not the mind
Stories that I can't help but tell you even if you hate them
Let's stop, let's stop I only hear your nagging

Are you eating at the right time
Are you staying away from girls
I want to be beside you all day
That's how I feel If I could keep you in my pocket
I'd be really happy

Our story where we can only be two
A story that would make someone laugh if they heard
Should I stop? Let's stop

From one to ten, they're all words for you
But since you don't listen to me, it's only nagging to you
Let's stop, let's stop There's not even enough time to just love

A story told by the heart, not the mind
Stories that I can't help but tell you even if you hate them
Let's stop, let's stop I only hear your nagging

Even if you glare and try to scare me
Your face is just too cute to me
Are you going to keep this up? (You) I can't hold back anymore
I really might get angry

A story that wouldn't be told if we were to give up love
The sound of my heart that thinks only of you
Even if you're angry, even if you shout
Your nagging is just so sweet to me

A story that can only be told if we love
But since you don't listen to me, it's only nagging to you
Let's stop, let's stop But trust my feelings...

LoVe iS PuNisHmEnT...

Perhaps if I have never encountered you, it would have been the best
If I had need been living in another world
If I had need to become strangers in life
It will not have been left with this inflicting pain in my heart

Each day & each day forgetting you
Each day & each day abandoned you
In the midst of my heart deeply concealing something that I can't really openly shout about of my love

It seems all along I have always thought that love was bliss & happiness
Unable to beyond words that love is heaven's render punishment
I just have to love you & my heart will shiver & tremble
This is just living by wiping off tears

My mind I have already forgotten you
My speech I have already forgotten you
Occasionally drinking to drunken stupor
But afraid that I will utter my love for you
Really fear that

It seems all along I have always thought that love was bliss & happiness
Unable to beyond words that love is heaven's render punishment
I just have to love you & my heart will shiver & tremble
This is just living by wiping off tears

Dream will I able to love you ?
Crying & weeping to my sleep
Awake, each day return to that of the former

Love is to love you
When you aren't around, stealing mutter to say i love you
Afraid that when you heard that, you will run away
Obscure silence inadvertently in loving you

adakah ak yg bersalah????

mungkin....tp kau yg membesarkannya....membuatkan ianya semakin rumit!!!! but wat i can say 4now, i dont like u!!! u make me feel guilty n worse...y r u still keep tracking my blog???? dont b so stupid!! do not read tis blog if u dont like me coz im not reading yurs!! Do not read my status on FB if u hate me..coz i hate when u 'berkias2' wit yurs guys~ stop pretending!!!!

So i take the solution 2nite..i make the hard decision but hope we'll b hapy wit our life..b wat u wanna b...gud luck!!! =)

i hate her but i hate myself more

dia xrumate ak....ak ske dia...ak kagum dgn dia...ak anggp dia mcm kwn ak even dia hanya seorg junior..

tings happen,n i dont know either it is my mistake or not...
but as i know, im not having problem wit any1 in tat rum at tat time..they took it seriously..act like they r good enough..r they?? or am i??
juz there has 1thought in my mind to explain it..jelousy...
but now while im typing tis i am...angry...
so,nobody perfect!! myb its all my fault..but im not kind of person who easyly admit my mistake n easyly say the word sory..so im not sory to u..

i juz sori to myself...coz i thought u r the 1 who having a problem wit me...

im angry coz the way u treating me is *&^%$##...block me!!avoid me!! n else...makes me feel !@#$%^&*()&*&$#!!!!

Juz,if i had d courage 2 face u...i will do so..but,as u know or myb u dont coz u r selfish n not trying to knowing me..i will when the limit is over..

Please be urself..